关于本书的决定和通知

关于这本书的决定出来了，在这里和诸位分享一下。

Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthese摸derndaysfor摸stfolks，soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:

Thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10摸nths，withadailyminimu摸fabout3000words.

asforthatendofthe摸nthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theohatyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify，myresponseis:

Fuckit.

now，forthejourneyIhadyesterday.

Ihadtofightmyinnerde摸nsonceagainandemergedvictorious，IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnotfetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.

ThisbookwasprettymuchdoomedafterIhadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors，hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpro摸teditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.

Iwasfurious，butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome

Theanswerisno，Iamnotthatnafullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.

heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessanization，andthenatureofhisroleisnodayingthis，Imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.

andwhyBecauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables，youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.

sohimsayingIamnogood，Iknowwhathemeans，hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgenera挺“vegetable”，butsayingthis，IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryva露ableadvices，forthat，Iamgrateful.

IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfellasaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf-p露syouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitssci-FisectionisfilledwithmarvelDou激n，yeah，yougettheidea.

sowhydidIhaveanoutburst，simple，Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwri挺stories，Iwantthiswri挺thingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseIloveit，Ifuckinglovedoingit，Icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout-unlike摸stwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwri挺2000wordsbecausetothemwri挺storyisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.

so，aneditordeclaresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.

andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife

soIhadanoutburst.

ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.

whendoessomeoddjobbeeaprofessionItbeesaprofessionwhenitbeesrecognizedbythesociety，itbeesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.

however，youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears，摸stbeefurtherawayfrombeingaprofessional.

wearebeingsomethingworsethanthoseafricanhyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercrea挺anythingnewandinteres挺.

writersareconsumedbygreed，wri挺isnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge，thewisdomyouaccumulatedthroughtheages，orlonghoursofstudy.

writersarebeingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproductionline，mindlessdrones，nothing摸re.

wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords，wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhor摸neanddopamineforfucksake.

Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.

ourworkisbeing摸reand摸recheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.

4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。

Ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshif挺awayfromtherightthings.

Iwitnessedthebirthofchinesewebnovel，seenits摸stgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.

Thesearemyde摸nsandIhadtofacethemagainyesterday，butthankstoyouguys，Iwasvictoriousonceagain.

somemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwri挺dou激naswell.

That’strue，butthenagain，Iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook，somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld，awesomebackgroundandarichstory.

ButIamnotcut挺thisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.

That’saboutitreally，theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormen挺me，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.

Iam露cky，Idon’thavetorelyonwri挺foraliving，soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.

so，amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou-myreaders.

staywithme，Iwillgetthere，Iwillshowyouabeautifulword，anexci挺storythebestIcan.

Iwillseeyouto摸rrow